to be completely frank, I just don’t understand how someone can be so perfect for me. And I think it’s better to keep my distance because to be rejected by perfection… that’s a whole ‘nother type of pain.
I keep crossing my fingers, repeating to myself, this is too good to be true
and when it comes down to it..
it is..
too good to be true.
I’m afraid that nothing is ever going to work out for me.
I hate that I’m still writing about you. I hate that I still give in, even knowing what I’m getting myself into. But there’s always this small tinge of hope that maybe things are different this time. And I bring myself to forgive you, only to be disappointed at your expected disappearance later. I’ve been waiting for you to prove me wrong. Months ago, I said I was done waiting. But here I still stand..
There’s only so much I can take, I now truly believe that I’m on my breaking point. I don’t know how much longer I can settle for being your safety net.